Behind the worship songs, smiles, and powerful stage performances that move audiences, many gospel artists carry untold stories of pain and silent struggles. For most, the fear of judgment by the church or by society keeps those experiences hidden. Speaking to The New Times, Clementine Uwitonze, who’s known on stage as Tonzi, reflected on these challenges, shedding light on the realities many gospel ministers face. She also opened up about her musical journey, her role as an author, and her vision for gospel music in Rwanda. Growing up Tonzi grew up in the church and began singing at a young age. After primary school, she joined the choir and soon started writing her own songs. Today, she has nine albums to her name and plans to release her tenth on her upcoming birthday. As a mother of three daughters, Tonzi says her Christian upbringing shaped her passion for gospel music. “My parents used to sing, and every evening we prayed and sang together as a family,” she said. “I didn’t really choose music, music chose me. People would tell me I had a beautiful voice, and I believe I was born with that talent.” Struggles of a woman in Gospel music Tonzi recalls the difficulties of growing up in the church as a young female artist. While she was celebrated by audiences outside the church, strict church restrictions meant she was only expected to sing within church walls. “The biggest challenge has been people’s opinions and judgments,” she said. “Everyone has something to say about you what you should or shouldn’t do and you don’t know who to follow. Many people, especially in the past, believed women could sing only in the family events or in church. Going on the big stages to entertain an audience was considered a taboo for women of values.” But Tonzi chose her own path, pursuing a career in gospel music despite criticism. This decision gave her both recognition and financial independence at a young age. Breaking the mindset on money and ministry One of the biggest issues, Tonzi says, is how society perceives gospel musicians. Many in the Christian community view ministers as volunteers who should not expect financial gain from their work. “There’s this mindset that there’s no money in gospel music,” she explained. “But where there are people, there is money. The problem is that our systems are not well aligned. Many gospel artists, even those with big names, are financially struggling. We need to change this mindset. Your talent should also feed you.” Apart from music, Tonzi is also an entrepreneur in the real estate business an avenue that supports her career. To succeed in the music career, she emphasizes that gospel music cannot be pursued alone. “A singer needs producers, managers, social workers, and an entire team. Talent alone is not enough; money is required too,” she said. “You can start with family support brothers, cousins, friends who volunteer but eventually, a solid support system is necessary. You can’t manage everything on your own while also focusing on prayer, inspiration, media tours, and crusades.” Beyond music Away from the stage, Tonzi enjoys meditation, traveling, cooking, and spending time with friends and family. She attributes her strength to passion, calling, and the unwavering support of her husband, who also serves as her counselor and manager. Her 10th album, featuring 12 songs, is scheduled for release on her birthday in September. She has also received invitations to perform at various events across the continent and beyond. Her favourite singers? Tonzi name Heritage Singers and Gaither Vocal Band from the U.S. and Nigeria’s Sinach as her favorite musicians. She also looks up to fellow Rwandan gospel icons Gabby Kamanzi, Aline Gahongayire, and celebrated Rwandan artiste Cecile Kayirebwa, and Maria Yohana. “I admire them for using their talent to inspire and uplift the nation,” she said. Milestones and contributions One of Tonzi’s career highlights was being selected among 10 artists to represent Rwanda at the Pan-African Music Festival (FESPAM). “Imagine having a passport and getting on a plane for the first time because of your talent. It was an unforgettable experience it showed me that my gift could take me anywhere,” she said. Tonzi also praised the Rwandan government for its continued support of local artists, particularly through opportunities to perform at national events. She was part of the jury at the recently concluded Art Rwanda Ubuhanzi All Stars edition in the music category. Addressing mental health through writing Recently, Tonzi expanded her ministry into writing. Her first book, An Open Jail, explores the concept of “mental prisons” that people unknowingly live in. “Many people are trapped in mental prisons without realizing it. Others know they are, but don’t know how to escape,” she said. “The book acts like a mirror, encouraging readers to examine their mental health and spiritual wellbeing.” According to the singer, the book challenges readers to reflect on whether they are truly where God wants them to be. “The key to your blessings is already in your hands,” she said. An Open Jail is currently available on Amazon and various locations across Kigali, with delivery options for readers outside Rwanda.
